If you aren't remembered...

Go to hell with all your friends

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 22:47:43 GMT

I am no longer temporary_wings...If you choose to keep updated with my life...Visit my new livejournal at prettygirl146...Thanks...

Why don't you do sumpin

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 22:10:26 GMT

Today's Card:
Nine of Cups

The banquet table is full, and the man in the picture sits before us
looking happy and content. This card reminds us to enjoy all the
bounty of life and to find pleasure in the simple things.

This card also serves as a reminder however to not overindulge. We
must learn to honor all experiences in life for what they have to
offer us, even when times are difficult there is always still much to
be thankful for.

Don't allow fear or a need for comfort cause you to go beyond your
means or engage in unhealthy behavior, moderation is key. Celebrate
abundance

This card often comes up for fondest wishes being granted as well,
and it reminds us that dreams only come true when we act on them. If
you've been dreaming more than actually working towards your goals,
today's card reminds us that we make our own "luck".

So don’t be lied to

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 18:21:39 GMT

Today is Arielle's birthday...I'll hopefully get to do something with her & Korey tonight...I dunno...I got a schedule book...Time to schedule classes...Yay!

Forget love, I'm done with it...I love too much for my own good...

Leslie:
You are fair-minded sometimes to the point of being opinionated. You have a strong need to be loved and appreciated. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You try to be prudent. You have good business acumen. You must learn the lessons of self-worth; learn to love yourself before you can love others. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood.

Ann:
You are adventurous with a tendency to be foolhardy. You are aggressive and definitely have leadership abilities. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You must learn to give 'wise' service and not be a martyr.

Littrell:
You have a diplomatic flair to your nature. Equality and fairness are important to you. You need to learn to give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of affection. Your privacy is important to you. You have a rich inner life. You need to learn faith in place of fear. You enjoy a challenge. You can take thought-directed actions. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. You must learn the lessons of self-worth; learn to love yourself before you can love others. You must learn the lessons of self-worth; learn to love yourself before you can love others.

Get your own Name Analysis

Try and talk this over

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 02:58:03 GMT

Had fun last night...
Late night...
Saw Ted...
Saw Jason...
Talked to Susan for awhile...I heart her...
From Within was great...
Got to sleep at about 3:30...
Got up at 9:30...
Went to Wal-Mart...
Went Circuit City & Steak & Shake...
Went home...
Packed...
Came back to Lexington...
Unpacked...
Talked to Arielle for a bit...
Broke up with Tyler...
Cried...
Going to take a shower...
Watch Day After Tomorrow...
Sleep...
Astronomy test on Wednesday...
Honors paper on Friday...
Jason is drawing up my tattoo this week...
I will get my new tattoo on Saturday...
Easter is Sunday...

Everything that matters anyway

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 19:30:09 GMT

Now this is funny:

You Are 65% Normal

(Really Normal)

Otherwise known as the normal amount of normal

You're like most people most of the time

But you've got those quirks that make you endearing

You're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so!

How Normal Are You?

I'll bite my nails down to the skin

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 04:40:22 GMT

Hmmm...My mom & dad came home at like 1:30...The people my mom works with thought she was having a stroke so they took her to the emergency room...The CT scan didn't show anything so they figured she was just having an atypical migraine...
I got ready alllll day long...Ally took me to the show...I think my boys liked their stuff...After a round of hide and seek of sorts, Cross & I finally managed to find each other...It was pretty funny cuz we were like, 5 feet away from each other & didn't know it...It was sooooo awesome getting to hang out with Cross and Joey...Cross mentioned that they were gonna go see The Ring 2 tonight & invited me along...So I was stoked...I fell in love with The Weakend...They're fun guys...Then East 146 came on...Poor Nate Dogg & his toe...They had to postpone their tour...:(...It was weird seeing Will playing with them...He did great...That funniest moment ever occurred when Mr. Graceful (aka Stahl) walked backwards...Fell over Dev's drums...Stood up with one drum attached to his back...It had gone through & made a huge hole in his $60 shirt & his t-shirt & into his back...Yea...But it was sooooo freaking funny to see!...I already miss my boys...As soon as they finished playing, I saw Cross & Joey walking out the door so I chased them down...I thought I was going with them but Cross told me that they weren't gonna be able to go to the movie & that he had a lot of "bad stuff" on his mind...I'm not sure what that was about...It made me sad though...But he did say "I'm not off that day [April 30th], but I'll take off"...Awww...I hope he does...I love him so much...
Now I'm going to go mope...Listen to The Weakend & Royden...Be sad cuz I miss Cross, my boys, & Tyler...:(...
Ally is awesome!!!!

What day is it

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 03:28:41 GMT

Aren't I a genius?...I was chasing Oreo to try to get her to stop barking & I hit the corner with my knuckle...It hurts like a booger...It's swelling up & turning purple...Fun times...Hmmm...Nothing that interesting happened today...I've just been watching basketball all day...I DID get to talk to Cross...He'll be at the show tomorrow...Yay!...Nutt has mono...:(...I hope she gets better soon!...I HAVE to get the new Lifehouse CD...I feel bad cuz I don't have my loan refund check yet so I can't get my boys stuff for their tour...:(...I hope they'll forgive me...Freakin a, my knuckle...Actually, my whole hand...HURTS...I finalized the reservation for the chalet in Gatlinburg today...Woot!...Too bad we're gonna hafta ride in my dad's truck all the way there...Booooo...

Your Irish Name Is...

Aislin O'Leary

What's your Irish Name?

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen

Or lend a shoulder to cry on

You're there through thick and thin

Many people consider you their "best friend"!

What Kind of Friend Are You?

You Are Bold And Brave

But daring? Not usually?

You tend to like to make calculated risks.

So while you may not be base jumping any time soon...

You are up for whatever's new and (a little) exciting!

How Daring Are You?

We'll never know til we try

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 06:20:30 GMT

PLEASE DO THIS FOR ME!...I WILL HEART YOU FOREVER!!
CLICK ME! I WORK!

I don't want to live without you

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 04:05:44 GMT

I was so happy that K8E called me this evening...We went to Village 8 to see Finding Neverland...That movie goes right up with Casper...I absolutely loved it...Minus the end when I came oh so close to crying...That movie made me so calm, relaxed, and happy...I swear that I smiled nearly the whole way through it...I dunno...The idea of Peter Pan has always made me smile...But man...The story behind the guy who wrote it was absolutely spectacular...Not to mention Johnny Depp was in it AND it was only $3.50...Very exciting...:)
My phone rang several times today & that made me very happy...I called Cross at like 1:30 but he was asleep so he called me back about an hour later...He said that he would call me tomorrow to see about hanging out & he said he's gonna go to the show on Friday...:)...That makes me soooooo happy...I miss him sooooo much...

We forget there's so much life

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 18:02:51 GMT

The name Leslie creates a very independent, practical, analytical nature with skillful business abilities. You desire freedom from restrictions and authority in order that you can pursue your own ambitions. Material and financial success are the focus of your interests, but sacrificing much for material ambition will result in a lack of harmony and balance in your personal life, particularly a lack of appreciation for social courtesies and things of a more inspirational nature. Since you often appear to be too unfeeling, factual, and calculating in your dealings with others, your personal happiness and fulfilment can suffer through difficulty in conveying your feminine qualities of love and affection. Health problems centre in the head affecting the eyes, ears, sinuses, or teeth. Also, tension could afflict the female generative organs.

LINK

Tell me all your thoughts

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 06:19:11 GMT

Counting Blue Cars by Dishwalla

Must of been mid afternoon
I could tell by how far the child's shadow stretched out and
He walked with a purpose
In his sneakers, down the street
He had, many questions
Like children often do
He said,
Tell me all your thoughts on God?
Tell me am I very far?

Must of been late afternoon
On our way the sun broke free of the clouds
We count only blue cars
Skip the cracks, in the street
And ask many questions
Like children often do
We said,
Tell me all your thoughts on God?
'Cause I would really like to meet her.
And ask her why we're who we are.
Tell me all your thoughts on God,
Cause I am on my way to see her.
So tell me am I very far -
Am I very far now?

Its getting cold picked up the pace
How our shoes make hard noises in this place
Our clothes are stained
We pass many, cross eyed people
And ask many questions
Like children often do

Tell me all your thoughts on God?
'Cause I would really like to meet her.
And ask her why we're who we are.
Tell me all your thoughts on God?
'Cause I am on my way to see her.
So tell me am I very far?
Am I very far now
Am I very far now
Am I very far now

She's a good girl

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 05:39:04 GMT

Just watched Saw...Interesting movie...Not as scary as everybody makes it out to be but I guess that's just cuz I have a different view on death than most...I'd rather die than have anyone else go through pain...In a more selfish way...I'd rather die than have to deal with someone's death...I don't guess I really should have watched it considering the fact that I found out that Ginny died...I don't know...I think I feel really bad cuz I didn't get to know her...Every time I looked at her I thought maybe I should talk to her...Maybe I should have become friends with her...I had this weird idea that I should have cuz maybe I could have made her a happier person...She never seemed happy to me...Her face keeps showing in mind...It's not like I stared at her or anything...But the idea of having to go to my Honors class next Wednesday...And for the remainder of the semester without seeing her & knowing WHY she's not in class...Knowing that she'll never be in any class again...Man...That's just...I don't know...I'm beginning to cry as I'm typing this...I know we all will die one day...And I know she didn't seem happy...But...It makes me upset to think God would take someone from their family like that...Let alone take 2 people from their family...Man...It just sucks...Something else that I keep thinking about is what if I were her roommate...Could you imagine walking into your room after Spring Break, knowing that the person you shared a room with...Would never come to that room again...Her things are all there...But she's not...I don't think I could handle it...I'm honestly scared to think about my loved ones dying...I pretend to be so strong...But I really don't think I could handle losing ANYONE...I'm still not over my Aunt Denise's death & that's been 5 & 1/2 years...*Sigh*...I wish I could be held right now...I could really use it...I really NEED it...

I know not what I do

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 21:53:41 GMT

2 UK students killed in Ohio plane crash

Pilot also dies after aircraft overshoots runway

By Jim Warren

HERALD-LEADER STAFF WRITER

Three people, including two University of Kentucky students, were killed Sunday afternoon when their small plane crashed and burned, apparently while attempting to land at an airport in southeastern Ohio.

Ohio authorities identified the victims as Charles Hayden "Chip" Lampe, 22, of Lexington; Lampe's girlfriend, Ginny M. Young, 20, of Willow Wood, Ohio, and Young's father, Dr. Michael Young, 53, of South Point, Ohio. Both Lampe and Ginny Young were UK students. Michael Young was piloting the plane, police said.

The Ohio Highway Patrol at Ironton said officers received a call at 3:06 p.m. Sunday from witnesses stating that a plane had just crashed near Proctorville, about 0.2 miles from the Lawrence County Airpark, a small airport in Lawrence County, Ohio. Lawrence County is across the Ohio River from Ashland, Ky.

Police said the single-engine Grumman apparently came in too fast, overshot the runway, and might have been attempting to turn back toward the airport when it went down in a wooded area adjacent to a small church and several houses. Officers said witnesses reported that the plane's engine was sputtering just before the aircraft crashed and burst into flames. No one on the ground was hurt.

The Associated Press quoted Nelson Whitt, a manager at the airport, as saying the three were returning from a recreational flight when the crash occurred.

Investigators from the National Transportation Safety Board were still going over the crash scene yesterday afternoon, the highway patrol said.

The Lawrence County Airpark is an uncontrolled airfield, which means that pilots can take off or land without having to check in with controllers on the ground.

Charles Lampe, a native of Louisville, was the son of Stanford Lampe of Louisville and Elizabeth Lampe of Lexington. Stanford Lampe is a former public relations representative with Ashland, Inc., and now is a spokesman for the Kentucky Department of Education.

Charles Lampe was a graduate of Ashland's Paul Blazer High School, where he played soccer. He was a sophomore at UK, majoring in theater. Before coming to UK, he attended the Academy of Art in San Francisco, and also was a member of Up With People. He was a member of the South Ashland United Methodist Church. In addition to his parents, survivors include his maternal and paternal grandmothers, Helen Schmidt and Phylinda Lampe, both of Lexington.

Services for Charles Lampe will be at 10 a.m. Friday at Kerr Brothers Funeral Home on Main Street in Lexington, with the Rev. James Powell and the Rev. Cynthia Green presiding. Burial will be in the Lexington Cemetery. Visitation will be from 5-8 p.m. Thursday. Memorials are suggested to the Theater Department, 114 Fine Arts Building, University of Kentucky, Lexington, Ky. 40506.

Ginny Young was a sophomore at UK, majoring in foreign languages and international economics. The Wallace Funeral Home in Barboursville, W.Va., is in charge of funeral arrangements, which were incomplete yesterday. Arrangements also were incomplete for Dr. Michael Young at the Hall Funeral Home in Proctorville, Ohio.

I'm so sad right now...Ginny was in my Honors class & even though I didn't know her very well...This makes me very distraught...

Kiss me beneath the milky twilight

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 20:01:09 GMT

You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p

What kind of kiss are you?
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My meemaw, Aunt Dawn & Aunt Diana came to get me this morning & took me to Olive Garden...Mmmmm...Tomorrow I hafta officially reserve the chalet in Gatlinburg...Yea...Nothing great is going on...I didn't get to talk to Tyler last night...:(...That makes me sad...Seriously...He better start making a better attempt at this...

Life taught me to die

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 04:50:42 GMT

Hmmm...Tears...What's the point?...They can't bring someone to me right now...They can't make me feel better...They can't hold me...They can't love me...*Sigh*...

Better than the last time

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 03:23:54 GMT

Well...I'm talking to Tyler right now...It turns out that he was grounded last week & was having some major family issues...I'm glad he's okay...I really was upset though, you know...I hate not knowing stuff & assuming stuff...So yea...We're still together...:)
The show last night was pretty good...I didn't like the venue...But oh well...Stotty made the announcement that My Finest Hour will be on Warped Tour...I got to see Amanda Mac after twenty million years...I got lots of hugs...Ate at Denny's with some cool peeps...
UK lost the SEC Championship today...I was ticked...They played like crap...Grrrrrr...
Squeaks drunk-dialed me tonight...
I hope Arielle is having lots of fun...
Why am I so freakin tired & it's not even 10:30????

I know it might be wrong

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 19:23:30 GMT

Weee...I smell good...I'm so fresh and so clean clean...I called Tim this morning...Yes, I said morning...I was up by 10...Go me!...Then K8E called me cuz they are gonna take me to the show tonight!...Woohoo!...I miss everybody sooooooo much!...I'm working on the going-on-tour gift bags for my boys...I'm going to miss them...And I hope they like what I'm doing for them...Woot!...Well, I guess I better get ready...Yea, I know it's not even 2:30 yet...But now everybody knows how long it takes for me to be looking good...Hahaha...

Let me go

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 04:39:09 GMT

El Nopalito was yummy...I ordered in Spanish...I was proud of myself...
I think I'm gonna go to bed soon...I feel like crying...

Your last chance to say goodbye

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 17:39:21 GMT

So right now, I'm assuming that I don't have a boyfriend anymore...I don't like thinking that way but how else am I supposed to think when the guy who swore that he loved me doesn't even try to talk to me?...I'm just lost right now...So yea...I feel really weird/depressed/goofy today...It must be the fact that today starts Spring Break & it's freakin snowing outside...Bleh...Hopefully my cousin doesn't stand me up & we can go see Constantine this weekend...I feel so out of it...I think I'm gonna watch the complete Lain series again over Spring Break & try to figure it out more...
Maybe God is telling me that I shouldn't be with Tyler right now...Yea...Maybe that's it...

I'm here for you dear if you need me...Just give me a ring if you want to talk...802-7203...*Hugs*

Goodnight sweetheart well it's time to go

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 01:55:19 GMT

"Like Preparation with no H?"

When it's over

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 15:22:25 GMT

I got up before 7...Shaved my legs...Went to POT to get my Honors paper...Went to the doctor...Bought 2 prescriptions...Got a craving for McDonald's butter & syrup...No...Not hotcakes...Just the condiments...So I got the Deluxe Breakfast & ate it while drinking a Yoo-hoo...
Last night's Lain marathon was sooooo weird...I swear, that thing is getting weirder & weirder...But it's fun...
Yea...Now I need to straighten my hair & get ready to go to work at noon...Visit me!

Over the river and through the woods

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 04:26:33 GMT

Your paper is ready, and may be picked up from my mailbox in POT 1153 at any time after
8:00 am on Thursday, 10 March. It was, incidentally, a superb (A+ or
98%) entry--in my view, the core of a Master's thesis in either
Philosophy or Comparative Literature.

Best--

--Dr. Wilke

I almost cried when I opened this email...I was THAT happy and THAT relieved...Yea...
Guess who I haven't talked to again today?...Yea...

Catch me when I fall

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 21:49:57 GMT

Wow...So I'm so totally confused about the whole Tyler thing...I honestly think I made a stupid decision about getting into a relationship with him...I'm not saying I don't love him...It's just...If someone makes you cry like he's made me do today cuz he hasn't really talked to me since Thursday...Then it's obviously not going to work...It's bad enough not being able to see your boyfriend but if he won't even call you or im you, there's no way a relationship can stay in the picture...It hurts...And I don't deserve to be hurt...
I'm seriously thinking about going to Mimi's (Dev's gf) party on Saturday...But I'm not positive yet...
You know what's great?...When lie in bed crying in the middle of the day because you're hurting and you turn over on your side & look at your wall & the first thing you see is the person you believe gave you the reason to believe in love...It's something awesome...Seriously...Cross gave me my first kiss & because of that, he'll always be very important to me and my ability to love...Tyler's too young right now...I need a MAN...Even though Cross doesn't love me in the way Tyler claims to & I don't believe anything will ever happen between us, he still gives me a reason to love...So...I called him...I was just gonna leave a voice message cuz he usually doesn't answer before 9 o'clock cuz it takes up his minutes...But...He actually answered...And sounded happy to hear from me...I told him I would be in the ville on next week, so he's gonna try to work something out in his schedule so that we can hang out on Monday, Thursday, or Friday...I understand if he gets busy and can't hang out...But the fact that he's actually TRYING means a lot to me...And...He didn't just say that & then hang up...He actually tried to talk to me...Which is something I needed...Even if it wasn't anything great...But yea...
I think I'm just gonna chill out until I hafta leave for my Fairy Tales class...And hopefully a certain boy will attempt to make contact with his girlfriend, or she'll just have to assume they're not together...:\

Cut my wrists

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 18:22:31 GMT

On a positive note...I love love love my new layout...Lain kicks butt!...
On a negative note...Have you ever felt as if the world would be just better off without you?...I really feel that way right now...No...I don't mean I'm suicidal...I mean...I wish that I didn't exist and that my person was never heard of...I wish Leslie Littrell would have never been a part of this world...I don't know...I guess I just feel like I'm absolutely insane and weird and it hurts when people point that out to me sometimes...I don't want to be something I'm not...I know I am crazy and weird...But geez...I dunno...And I feel bad cuz I was going to watch an episode of Lain last night cuz I really wasn't tired but I knew I should go to bed but I couldn't find the remote so I gave up & told Arielle about it today...She got really upset cuz I was gonna watch it without her & not tell her that I did...Anybody who knows me knows I would have told her anyway...But she just got like, heated about "the principle"...And I guess I just don't see the reason why...I dunno...I just think it's retarded to get upset about...It hurt that she said "Well, I didn't think I had to stand over you like a three-year-old or take them with me so you wouldn't watch it"...That hit me hard cuz I guess I really don't understand why she's mad about it...*Sigh*...Oh well...We'll watch some tonight...
Maybe that's my problem...Maybe I shouldn't be watching Lain...I think maybe it's making me think too hard about how I really don't fit into this world...It's all pointless to think about really...That's my biggest flaw...I really do think too much...I can't just talk to someone, listen to someone, watch something, do something, etc without thinking about it deeper than just the action that it is...Bleh...I hate feeling this way...
It doesn't help that I feel as if Tyler is ignoring me...It's like he hasn't really cared to talk to me since Thursday & I don't know why...See, I'm probably reading into it way too much but I can't help it...I hate second-guessing myself and my decisions...
I wish I could just go cry right now & believe I don't exist...
BTW, I will be coming home on Friday...I need a ride to the My Finest Hour show on Saturday...Then I won't have anything to do in the ville next week tho I do want to go to Chicago to see Starstruck on Tuesday & see New Found Glory on Thursday & see East 146 on Friday...But I will be home...Prolly moping around by myself...So if ANYBODY wants to do ANYTHING, please let me know!...I would greatly appreciate some company this week...I miss hugs...:(

Pick me up

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 02:43:18 GMT

Dear Honors 202 student:
If you are a recipient of this letter, there is a strong
possibility that I shall not have your paper ready by the beginning of
tomorrow's class (Wed, 9 March), but should--no, will--have it ready by 8:00 am
Thursday morning in POT 1153. Again, I am sorry that you have been
made to wait so long on this first entry.

--Dr. Wilke

WTF?!?!?!?!...Why couldn't I have an Honors teacher this semester who isn't as lazy, retarded, and slow as a failing kindergartener...I mean geez...Does it really take a month to read & grade 30 papers????